Moments ago I found out that one of my childhood friends passed away. I haven’t seen her in years, but we always made it a point to communicate with each other occasionally. When I was little, she was one of the only close friends that I have, and I feel like a part of my child hood is gone and has died. All these memories are flooding back of when we would be flying down the field together scoring goals and protecting our side. I remember all the horse back rides and sleep overs. You were so happy, what happened. Why are you gone…it couldn’t of been your time. This isn’t right. I can’t stop the tears. I’ll love you always. Rest In Peace….
Lately, I’ve been finding a positive in almost every single situation that I’ve come across. I am so thankful that I am seeing the world this way because it helps me try and make others feel better, and every night I go to bed thinking that the day was great because of simple reasons that are pointless but at the same time make all the difference. You can’t go to bed angry or upset, it doesn’t help things. Granted sometimes it may be inevitable, but in those moments of ultimate sadness try to find one strand of light, one happy moment. Live off of that until you can find the strength to be happy naturally. Any moment could be your last, live with a smile on your face. Its the prettiest thing anyone can wear and it makes others just a little bit happier…it gives yourself, as well as others hope.